Wednesday, August 24, 2011

VS Change & Unchange

I stay in Kyoto now. I have to find my living place here soon. I have to be accustomed to my new working place soon. The time to leave Atsugi is gradually and certainly coming close to me.
I feel my life is changing now. My life is moving to the next stage.
"Next stage!"
I remember I shoutd the phrase many times in Atsugi.
After the drinking party, I always go to another place for more drinking.
Although I somtimes sleep drunk in a party, I like to continue the party.
I might think life is like a party.
It does not mean I don't see it serious. Reversely, I see it what I should truely and utterly enjoy from the bottom of my heart. I learned how to enjoy it in Atsugi.

Now I sit on the chair in Tully's coffee in Kyoto. I drink coffee and watch the passangers on the street.
A beaitiful woman looks at me. No, she looks at the window to look at herself.
This kind of laughing thing has happend in Atsugi too.
It is an unchanging part of my life.
Maybe, I will sleep drunk in a bar in Kyoto. I should love such an unchanging part of myself.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

VS Human Relatinship

This month, I am drinking with my friends, business pertners, coworkers and so on every
day.
From September 5th, I start to work in Kyoto. So, this month, I have to drink with the friends around Tokyo, Kanagawa and Atsugi. This month, I don't refuse any drinking offer. And, on the no-offer day, I give the offer to my friends.

One thing I realised recenly is that my leaving can tighten my human relationship. I can know my friends' honest thinking. I can exchange the contact information with some people. Change might be a chance.

When I look back to the first day when I came from my hometown to Atsugi, I think human relationship is intersting. There was no friends and relatives here on the day. Although I forgot the process, I realised I am surrounded by more finds here than in my hometown.

Yesterday, I exchanged the contact information (e-mail address, mobile number and Twitter account) with a surfer. We sometimes see near the sea, but we didn't know each other well. We always just say Hello. But, he will give me the information of Shonan beach after I go to Kyoto. On the other hand, I promised him to send Kyoto information.
Now I am enjoying this kind of change or renewal of my human relationship.